insanely insatiable.

I just need someone that can show me my importance. That can respect me and give me their time. That doesn’t have any doubts in me. That doesn’t think twice when it’s about me. That cares about my happiness. That truly cares about me.

trisherrr:

That’s all. That’s really all I need.

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02.12.10

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And if I could, y’know… I’d give up my entire world for you. Even if you don’t love me.
How silly am I? Stupid, right?

… To make someone your everything, when you know that you’re not exactly theirs. To trust them with your heart knowing that one day, it will be shattered all over again. To be willing to give up your life for them, when deep down, you feel they wouldn’t do the same. To endure your pain, push it back down in your throat, and try so hard to hold back your tears - for someone who will one day,

Leave you.

*shrugs*
And I guess I don’t really know, exactly, how to erm… Prove. That I love you.
I mean, I honestly would give you, the world. And all. But I don’t really know if that’s physically possible.
And if I could, I’d give you the entire galaxy, and everything you could possibly ever want! How great would that be?

Yet, even though I’m typing this with joy,

I can’t really help but cry. Sometimes I want to let down my walls and let them crumble.

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Christmas.

Christmas is going to be such a hassle. But fun at the same time.
I’ve been trying to think of a wishlist, because like 5 people asked what I would want. And I can’t really think of anything, so I’ll organize my thoughts here. This is not my actual, FINAL wishlist. Just a list of things that I would like, but don’t expect. Cuz. I’m just organizing my thoughts.

Make up - I need things such as

Bronzer, blush. I like mark. because it’s a pretty cheap brand with quality. (http://shop.meetmark.com/shop/product_list.aspx?level1_id=300&level2_id=469&pdept_id=483&&dept_id=490&cat_type=C)
Lipstick (I’ve been getting really into those lately.) I love pale, pink lips. Neutral and soft, y’know? Not too bold.
Menthol lipgloss (Ultra) from Bath and Body Works. The best lipgloss ever. Ever.
Eyeliner. Black as shit.
Brushes. Quality matters. NTS: Getting a brush kit is cheaper.

Perfume - Scents like

Very Sexy; Victoria’s Secret
Supermodel; Victoria’s Secret
Sexy Little Things, Noir; Victoria’s Secret
Ooh La La; Victoria’s Secret

Lingerie - Sexy things like

Lace top stockings; Victoria’s Secret
Demi Bras; Victoria’s Secret
The Lacie; Victoria’s Secret
Lace-trim thongs; Victoria’s Secret
Cheekies; Victoria’s Secret
Everything from this link LOL; http://www.victoriassecret.com/panties/fancy-panties
Garter Belt; Victoria’s Secret (NTS: Maybe save this for when I’m 20? Or at least look like I am? I have no particular use for it. Other than to just look sexy at all times.)
Everything from VS.

Guy stuff like

Cologne; Express, Abercrombie & Fitch. (I wear cologne sometimes. I rock that shit, and both genders love it.)
MK2 dress shirts; Express. (I love wearing these with dark-washed jeans and some heels. SOOO sexy!)

Shoes like

Leather Bootie; Express
Eylenja; Aldo
Tyms; Aldo
Pintello; Aldo (Love these!)
Baumler; Aldo (Not so fond.)
Black Heslop; Aldo (Hot. I love high heels, especially if the heels are skinny!)
Sienicki; Aldo (Realllly good for summer and definitely would look great with some white or black shorts.)
Dunks; Nike. High. (<333)
Airs; Nike.

Accessories likeee

Vintage plaid scarf; Abercrombie. (Love scarves. Mmmm.)
Earrings; Express.
Necklaces; Express n Abercrombie.

MOST WANTED; A camera. No, not some disposable fucked up lil thing.
I’m talkin’ canon eos 450d rebel xsi, a Flip, or at least a Sony cyber-shot w330. (Yes, I love taking pictures. Hehe. Why not capture a moment? n__n)

Will continue and edit more thoughts later.

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Sometimes I feel like he forgot about me.

27.11.10

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Dear Kori,

You are such an amazing person. Very recently, someone you loved dearly passed away, and for once, when you expect advice from me, I didn’t know what to say.
The only things I could tell you were “I love you”s and “I’m sorry”s.
You, Shaun and Ric are the best men in the world, and I wouldn’t give you guys up for anything.

And you’ll never read this, or even know about this blog, because. It’s secret, and super-personal.
You guys know most of my secrets anyways. lmao.

From my past relationships, to my current one. From my sex life to my daily life.

And when I tell you guys that I love you, I mean it. <3.

“We REALLY promised that we’d marry if we were single when we are 40…I mean…Just imagine what she means to me..”

“If I tried to tell you everything we did and were supposed to do, it’d take forever”

Kori, I know that I always have some sort of advice for you. I know that no one could ever replace this girl to you. I know that feeling. And, for gods sake, it kills to know that they’re almost completely gone from your life.
But y’know… She’s still with you. Somehow, some way. She’s always in your heart, and in that way, she’ll never leave you. And y’know… Time will heal your wounds.
I know you’re going to miss her like crazy. But, put her into every little thing you do throughout your day. Do things that you know, she’d want you to do. If you love her, do the things you know would make her happy.
Whether it be moving on with your life or spend a while missing her. Do it.

I’d hold you all day if I could, y’know. Hold you and tell you how amazing you are, how wonderful you are. How much she loved you and stuff.

Our friends from a long time ago, who knew her…
Sienna, Shaun, Ryan, Zac.
We’re all going to miss her.

And as he said, I respect her too much to try and explain her to anyone.

We love you, Kori. And no matter what, we always have your back, we will always love you. No matter what. <3

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